Ok ppl here are some distasteful updates

First and foremost... I got my results.. hell no i didnt do well.. ya ok i no.. shit happens.. save all the how comes and how nows..I had three modules. The great grand old taxation; the accounting theory and last but not least our audit! well ... as for accounting theory and audit.. i "passed" as is in just passed... and the cannot-go-wrong open book exam... taxation.. was the fucken shit house paper that i failed... funny how i was more consistent in the revision for my tax than for the other two. And to top it all... i actually did well for the two projects which is a combi of a credit and a distinction.. and summed up to 40% the coursework.. makes me really ponder wat on planet earth happened .. really i was so sure of my self.. that i am beginning to wonder if the answer booklet was jinxed even before it came to me.

how my family reacted... is a mixed thing... generally they are upset ... but not as outrageous as they used to be. Infact, optimistic. I've chosen to take my studies at a more comfy pace although my dad isn't in favour. oh He'll come around. hm..so will other things.. or so i hope.

Nextly next... is a slightly happier one for me.. maybe no so for you guys la.. firstly those who love to hear from me... would miss me to bits.. and those who are working their butts off... wld have their stomachs burning... cos i am gg off to VIETNAM!! 9 day back pack HOLYdayS! I would be a grand gooseberry tagging along with my bro and his wifey whom i love to bits( so i dont really care if i turned out to be a goose berry ya!) :p. so miss me ya'll but don't curse me. & if i love u that much.. once day i'll drag u along with me to travel.. in time to come ya! keerthu, u're in the list already! haha! so i dont care what the krishnamoorthys have to say... but i'm so gona kidnap you.

so on a random note, ok its not random-> actually its the reason i blogged today...

for one... i think i forgot wat it feels like to be in love.. u no that high feeling.. see i can't even describe it... ya its sad.. god bless the guy who gets to be with me in the long run ..( if any). What ever, happened to the affectionate, caring me... i cannot for the life of me feel it anymore. I wonder if its gone for gd.. i feel like a bloody stranger to myself.

I feel fucking torn..within me .. and between my loved ones..i dont mean to be as ignorant or as selfish as i seem to be. I just can't help it. If everybody wants a piece of me. Wats left for me?

just someone, smile and say that i am not being an asshole. please.

Damn i can't rest till i see u

I'm sorry i no i am always a disappointment

I just hope i have the chance to make it up to you