aaaaaahhhhhhhh i loved him so.................

It hurts
It hurts
It hurts


Can i have a place in the freezer to shove my sore heart in.

Can i have a corner to hide so that i can cry those tears i'm not supposed to shed.

Can i have a day alone with no commitments nobody nowhere .. just me with me in a blank space.

Can I have a time stand still when i can yell my heart's rage out ... and noone hears it.

Can i have my life back please? any part of it.. really. just not this.

I taste blood..
The air is vile..
Evil's last laugh..
The echoes still linger..

Thaw as u might..
but its written ..
like on stone..

Its gone..
naught is left..
but my plight..